While discussing the new Hybrid 911 it hit me like a bull from Pamplona
"I don't want a wildly faster car"
This has been a long time coming:
37 years ago I did my first season of racing on a 125cc Gran Prix bike. I loved every moment riding that little Honda. I rode some faster bikes, my favorite of which was a 235lb 80hp TZ250 but I knew I couldn't afford the TZ and lacked the skills to prepare it properly.
When I switched to racing SCCA our goal with the Datsun 1200 was simple to have fun. After 33 seasons with the Datsun I still enjoy driving it but I've always had my eye on something wildly faster.
Over the last 33 years faster has always been some form of single seater. My Formula Vee really didn't fit the bill but the D-Sports Racer did, of course I hated owning the DSR. In 2014 I bought a Formula 500 which was much less work to own then the DSR and fast enough.
Two years ago my wife casually mentioned that if I worked a couple of extra years (I'm 5 years out) I could buy my dream race car. My dream car was going to be a Ralt Formula Super Vee; I drove a session in one many years ago and have never forgotten it.
Six months ago I decided to sell the F500 and afterward my Wife mentioned she was not comfortable with me going 140mph in that car and really not crazy about single seaters in general.
So while I was contemplating what my dream car would look like we bought the Foxbody Mustang as a dual duty car. The Mustang while not fast was ridiculous fun to drive. Much like when we first started racing the Datsun, Mustang parts are cheap and plentiful, plus the Mustang is sturdy, easy to work on and fast enough not to feel slow.
Discussing the 911 made me realize I don't want to run another car that rapidly goes through tires, brake pads and not to mention needing constant attention.
So I've finally realized while my ego may want something wildly faster the price of admission isn't worth it to me anymore. I have no clue what that dream race car may be; likely a SCCA GT-lite car to play with at vintage races or if I ever go back to a single seater perhaps a Spec Racer Ford.
I remember reading Ayrton Senna saying he enjoyed Karting most of all because it was purely for his own enjoyment. I now have a renewed understanding of what he meant.