I've always been a gym rat/exercise fanatic in one form or another. I've been lifting weights for just shy of 30 years but, aside from a few short periods of my life, I've never been very lean. I was in decent shape in the early 2000's when I weighed around 170 and was boxing quite a bit and dabbling in MMA while still lifting weights. Most recently from early '17 to early '18 I dieted down to 160 lbs for a Judo competition (I had visible abs for the first time in my life at the age of 38) but, I got injured (again) and had to pull out. I slowly swelled back up to a soft 200. My bodyweight has always fluctuated wildly. Between the periods where I was actually in decent shape I was a fatscular (muscular but fat or vice/versa) 200+ by simply eating when I was hungry and lifting five or six days per week.
I feel as though I have yet to fully grasp proper nutrition. From January until May of this year I had been consuming 70 grams of fat, <120 grams of carbs, and >160 grams of protein for a total of around 1,800 calories (+/- depending on protein intake); the same eating strategy I used to hit 160 back in '18. Over the course of those five months, I lost zero weight. I was stuck at 195. I felt good and had decent energy but, I was still fat. In June I gave up altogether, I stopped exercising and ate whatever garbage I wanted. It's tough to keep plugging away when you're working your ass off (weights for an hour followed by 20-30 minutes of cardio), constantly hungry, and yet somehow not losing any weight. I restarted the same eating strategy again in July and continued through August but, beginning in September I said "screw it" and started keto. I almost immediately dropped five pounds of water weight and looked leaner but my energy plummeted to absolute zero so my workouts sucked. Still do.
A side note, while on the 70/120/160+ eating strategy I was always ALWAYS hungry. Like ravenous. That's one of the things that appeals to me about keto, it brings my hunger level down to where I assume a normal person's would be. I'm not constantly fighting myself to keep from eating. So, I now weigh 190, my energy level is E36 M3, therefore my workouts are E36 M3 but I'm not constantly thinking about food.
So, how do the lean, athletic GRMers stay lean and athletic? What am I missing?
In case anyone is curious, here's my current exercise program:
Day 1:
warm up: walking lunges (200 reps or 1/10 mile), wood choppers, leg raises, lots of stretching, kb halo
leg extensions=5x15
elevated foot split squat=3x10-15
face pull/reverse flye + bodyweight dips=100 reps
landmine/standing db ohp=5x5
pushup complex=100 reps
pressdowns + lateral raises
treadmill/elliptical
Day 2:
warm up: same as day 1
kb swings=100 reps
single-leg rdl=3x5
chins/pullups=100 reps
rows=3x10-15
curls=3x10-15
farmer's carry=1/10 mile
treadmill/elliptical
Day 3:
same warm up
Turkish get up
kb windmill
heavy bag
Day 4:
same warm up
hex bar deadlifts=EMOM
heavy neutral-grip pulldowns=5x5
dumbell/machine bench press=5x5
kb/dumbell snatch=EMOM
treadmill/elliptical
The cycle repeats. If I feel I'm too sore to lift, I'll repeat day 3 for some active recovery. If I'm really sore I'll ride my bike or go for a walk with my kids and/or wife.